ThatThieff

When there's like ten people but your brain says "none of them like you don't bother them", so then you make yourself unreachable. But it isn't like you don't know they care about you. You know they do. You're just stubborn. And stuck in your way, and you refuse to think anyone's being honest when they ask if you're okay. So you lie. You're fine. Everything is fine. ... And they'll ask if you want to talk. But you say no; you convince them you'll get over it. And sometimes you do, for a little while. So you find somewhere to put those words. Somewhere hidden, but where they can be found. 90% of you wants no one to know. 9% wants someone to look. 1% says get over it. You just say no. ... You tell them you're fine. You don't want to talk.